To Live Or Die

Why do we die?

Why are we alive?

There have been certain times

In my life I would have sworn

I knew the reason why

But as time passes by

I must admit not even I

Could give a comprehensive

1st grade view

of the meaning

Of life

Somewhere between love

And spirits in the sky

This cold world

Leaves my soul

Feeling contradicted

And compromised

Wether things are beneath

My standard

Or for me

Their bar is to high

Day by day

I feel parts

Of my mind

Body

And soul die

27 years ago

I was pure light

Now in these days and time

I continuously contemplate

If my life worth living

Or should I just hurry up and die.

Hopefully this is only bye

For a night, until next time

Or Not..

Sincerely

Rodney

Best regards