Shout out to Bobby Caldwell for the title of this post. truly the writer of these words(RoD) have been trying to find the love within. It has been one hell of a journey but the feelings of coming full circle are in me. There has been so much going on in The Life of RoD, from near death car accidents, family members turned addicts, Shoulder surgery, being diagnosed with Anxiety, Depression, Insomnia, and P.T.S.D.; Finding love and losing it and finding it once more. Since the last post, it has been realized that life is such a fucking rollercoaster the best you can do is hang on and have fun because you only get one time on this ride in our reality. So to wrap it upi beacsue if your still reading your the greatest of all time. I love you be welll and may your dreams be incredible and may that be your reality.
P.s listen to my new song Will I make It Out
Can’t wait to long For opportunities That can pass you by Rolling away like tears From they eye Put your childish doubt aside And Chase your dreams No matter the size Know there is never anything but your will by your side and you can only build it by going through tough situations that make you want to quit and cry but just know you cannot Replace time with money or will with pride.
Stay Humble. Stay Y.O.U.
One thing that everyone will experience is death.
This is when your body has no life left.
Your shell has been used for all its juice,
and your soul only has one thing left to do.
Leave your body for the first and last time,
To shift to a new dimension, realm, or paradigm
Where that is, nobody knows
Nothing comes back once it goes
To the light, the other side,
A nice place in the sky
So many possibilities
I’m almost sure it’s better than this life
But you know the grass is never
As green over there as it is on this side
Fuck fuck fuck
Catch twenty twos
What in the hell should I do
Crying out for help
Every single day
When I get really down
I just want to blow
My goddamned brains away
But why but why
Does suicide cross my mind?
Knowing while it relieves me
It makes my family and friends cringe inside
Am I weak for feeling this
Does it make me strong to conceal this?
I wish I didn’t feel the same way
At 8, 15, then 25
But just between me and you
I really want to die.
#Mood S/On to all my fellow Art Instituters
Watch welcome to America by King RoD filmed by Y.O.U. Films directed by Dre Lomack
Check out my visual for my song Spacewalk show some love give some feedback. Much love and good vibes if you got me on that.
S/O to my fam from the 6ix. Writing this post right now to show some love to my Patna from the EAST-SIDE of Atlanta and everything she is doing right now. Only 23 and she is everything a young entrepreneur could want to be, inspiring others daily while chasing her dreams. Check out her clothing line today and join the wave.
What Is Your Opinion?
When things happen in life, they either make us something or they make us feel nothing, opinions and points of view vary because of this. Some see green and some see red a very small few see gray but we are not talking about minorities today. We are talking about opposites; Two extremes hot or cold, fuck luke warm right now. Im saying all this to suggest to you that if any event or happening in life makes you feel something the universe is urging you to express your feelings because how you feel matters and the energy you are receiving is meant to be let out in order for you to fulfill your purpose in the world and help it grow toward more positivity, progression, and production in society. Everything Happens For A Reason and if you are reading these words know your were meant to and I wouldn’t tell you this if I didnt care, most of the time people dont do shit when they dont care, so if you are ever getting suggestions that seems like criticism know that tge person taking the time to try and guide you really cares about your future or else they wouldn’t be saying shit.
What do you think?
Let me know..
Stay Humble. Stay Y.O.U.
Money, everything is about money these days. Not so long ago all I was concerned with was myself. Writing always comes back to Sara I miss her that’s all I want to say about that. I don’t know what I’m doing in California anymore it’s like my life is in one big knot and the harder I try to make things straight the more tangled they become. No matter what I gotta do something I say it in that way to add a sort of black tone to this passage in The Life Of RoD if your reading this you are reading the words of a depressed and broken man who will never give up hope of being happy