To Live Or Die

Why do we die?

Why are we alive?

There have been certain times

In my life I would have sworn

I knew the reason why

But as time passes by

I must admit not even I

Could give a comprehensive

1st grade view

of the meaning

Of life

Somewhere between love

And spirits in the sky

This cold world

Leaves my soul

Feeling contradicted

And compromised

Wether things are beneath

My standard

Or for me

Their bar is to high

Day by day

I feel parts

Of my mind

Body

And soul die

27 years ago

I was pure light

Now in these days and time

I continuously contemplate

If my life worth living

Or should I just hurry up and die.

Hopefully this is only bye

For a night, until next time

Or Not..

Sincerely

Rodney

Best regards

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Almost famous

What up? I know it’s been a while since the last post but I have really need the time to grow. Somethings have changed sons have stayed the same, but one thing is for sure I am almost to fame. People don’t know my name everywhere I go yet but the energy society gives me is one of admiration and respect. Truth be told up next. See you at the top..

Best regards,

King RoDney

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You Probaly wonder where I have been..

King Rod 12.26.18.JPGShout out to Bobby Caldwell for the title of this post. truly the writer of these words(RoD) have been trying to find the love within. It has been one hell of a journey but the feelings of coming full circle are in me. There has been so much going on in The Life of RoD, from near death car accidents, family members turned addicts, Shoulder surgery, being diagnosed with Anxiety, Depression, Insomnia, and P.T.S.D.; Finding love and losing it and finding it once more. Since the last post, it has been realized that life is such a fucking rollercoaster the best you can do is hang on and have fun because you only get one time on this ride in our reality. So to wrap it upi beacsue if your still reading your the greatest of all time. I love you be welll and may your dreams be incredible and may that be your reality.

PEAce Out,

Sincerly,

KIng RoD

P.s listen to my new song Will I make It Out

I bet YOU wonder where I’ve been

So much has happened since the last time I posted on the site. Car accidents, robbery, surgery, physical therapy, and coming full circle. At this point in my life I have more than I ever had, I got everything back I lost plus more and writing this to tell you that you can do the same. Never give up, don’t quit on yourself because you are worth it. Your life has purpose and reason, shout out to Journey don’t stop believing. This is ya main man RoD once again telling you anything is possible.

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Thanks for visiting the site, I hope all things with you are alright. Just know everything happens for a reason and nothing comes over night thank you for still being on the journey with me and never forget you can be anything you want to be.

P.S.A. about My next show

The most love and greatest vibrations of life to you the readers of these words. I hope that all is well with you in whatever your doing. I made this post to let you know about my next show. Tuesday, October 24th, 2017 at The Viper Room located at 8852 W Sunset Blvd, West Hollywood, CA

I will be performing music never heard before and featuring live art from modern artist MISCASSTELLE.

That’s all I can say for now, hope to see you in 3 days.

Stay Humble, Stay Y.O.U.

Thank you for reading and watching!

Best Regards,

KING RoD

DEATH

One thing that everyone will experience is death.

This is when your body has no life left.

Your shell has been used for all its juice,

and your soul only has one thing left to do.

Leave your body for the first and last time,

To shift to a new dimension, realm, or paradigm

Where that is, nobody knows

Nothing comes back once it goes

To the light, the other side,

A nice place in the sky

So many possibilities

I’m almost sure it’s better than this life

But you know the grass is never

As green over there as it is on this side

Fuck fuck fuck

Catch twenty twos

What in the hell should I do

Crying out for help

Every single day

When I get really down

I just want to blow

My goddamned brains away

But why but why

Does suicide cross my mind?

Knowing while it relieves me

It makes my family and friends cringe inside

Am I weak for feeling this

Does it make me strong to conceal this?

I wish I didn’t feel the same way

At 8, 15, then 25

But just between me and you

I really want to die.